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Me and the Night and the Music: The Elusive Nocturne

6/15/2010

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Moonlight Lake
Most people are afraid of the dark. It makes good sense – after all, the dark might harbor all kinds of nasty things: monsters, predators, secret desires, spiders, your dog’s squeaky toys which when you step on them feel and sound like you accidentally killed a child. In other words, the dark contains all those things you can’t, or don’t want, to see. It’s the lack of visibility that is the key.

When I was younger, I used to like to drive around at night and look at the lighted windows in the houses. It gave me a feeling of security. All those people were safe in their houses, snug and warm, doing mundane things, presumably happy. It made me feel content, like all’s right with the world. This is not the feeling most people associate with darkness. I still feel that way. Even after the incident with the bear.
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Suburban Safety
I am not a morning person. I think the term is “night owl”. I associate the nighttime with a lot of neat things happening – I guess I just do my best work in the dark. Unlike most people, I have a lot of positive associations with the night, and the dark.

One of those associations is music. I like nocturnes. I suspect that a lot more people like nocturnal music than like the night. So much less to step on.

There are all the obvious nocturnes in music that conjure up that evening feeling: Chopin and John Field, Debussy and the Art of Noise, Beethoven.

There are many less obvious choices, too.

Some of my nocturnal paintings and photographs were inspired by John Balke’s “Book of Velocities” (check it out on Amazon), both the cover artwork and the music. He took his digital camera with him when he drove around at night, and randomly took pictures, not consciously trying for any particular image. Then he made music. Cool.

 My personal nominee for ‘Best Nocturnes – Album’ has to be Miles Davis’ “Kind of Blue.” Say what you like about the lineup and the this and the that, but it’s all about the bass line, baby. You know what time of day it is from the first measure.

The ‘Best Nocturne – Song’ is “Rainforest” by Paul Hardcastle. Only the original version, of course. This is an interesting choice of music for two reasons: one, this song somehow manages to conjure both urban and natural soundscapes and does so at the same time; and two, I have no use for the rest of the man’s music. Smooth jazz is strictly daytime; real jazz is the soundtrack of night.

The winner for ‘Nocturnes Lifetime Achievement Award Thus Far’ has to be saxophonist Jan Garbarek. Like, does this guy ever go out during the day?
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Star Fields
Both Balke and Garbarek are Norwegian. Studies show that humans must have darkness – and total darkness is better than light-polluted darkness – for healing, sleep, and rejuvenation. Maybe those endless, black Scandinavian winter skies are great breeding grounds for jazz.


I’ll never know if I like the dark because I like the music, or if I’m drawn to the music because I like the dark. I do know that all of it inspires me as an artist.

What a difficult subject to paint, emotionally, and what a difficult subject to photograph, technically. Yet I keep trying.

Right now I am trying to photograph fireflies. There are very good reasons why there are no famous photographs or paintings of fireflies. So far I have achieved murky unidentifiable black pictures of something that might be dust.

There are fewer artists and photographers than musicians of nocturnes that I can name as my fictional award winners. I think it’s that visibility problem referred to earlier.

Easy choices in painting: Odilon Redon and George Inness and Rousseau. Photographer Linda Connor makes the list. Even many of her daytime pictures are taken in such low light situations that they qualify as nocturnes. And her moods and feelings are all of darkness and mystery.

Summer might seem a weird time to be talking about the pleasures of nighttime, but it’s the best time to appreciate the darkness. In the winter, there’s just too much of it.

Author and Jungian analyst Clarissa Pinkola Estes (who wrote Women Who Run with the Wolves) has a new audio set out called “Mother Night.” She says that the way through darkness and shadow leads to the wise soul. That sounds enticing to me. So I will keep trying to find that way.

The blackness . . .

Keep . . .

Keep on . . .

“Optimistic,” by Sounds of Blackness (Honorable Mention – Song).


3 Comments
Amy Mills
6/20/2010 02:23:36 am

I thought I was the only person who liked to look at house lights and tv glows in the night time. And fireflies...how magical! Such an interesting topic for summer, I loved reading your piece!

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Ann
6/20/2010 02:25:44 am

Very interesting how people can embrace the night or fear the unknown, the lack of control and visibility. The possibilities it holds...

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Denise
6/24/2010 10:30:36 am

I just love this black and white of the moon shinning on the lake. It is almost magical. This should be blown up and hung in some gallery so many others can see it.

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